I don't know what I want or who I am.
But, I know he made me feel alive again.
Even if it was just for a small moment in time.
Yet, desire turned into boredom and routine so quickly.
Only after a few weeks.
Was it simply not meant to be?
Or is there something wrong with me?
Can I not allow myself to be happy?
Or, are my instincts so far ahead of me
That I was simply saving myself from regret?
Is anything really that simple?
Maybe some day I won't be so bored so easily.
Hurry now.
I want to feel alive again.
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